It’s been awhile

 Hey blog it’s been awhile since I’m still getting accustomed to junior year which I’m barely doing that. But sadly it’s never changing she still is the same . It still feels that she only worries about what I do wrong versus what I do right I could make an A on a test which i barely get acknowledged for but soon as I fail an extremely difficult test that everyone else failed too I get scolded like I’m lazy and don’t try. I’m so tired . I don’t even have anything to say anymore. No more tears even though I’m crying writing this lol. Deep down I’m mourning my mother and father while there still here. I have to constantly remind myself I’m the only one who’s got my back. Nobody else . I’m physically and emotionally exhausted, I’m withdrawn from the current moment. Overall it’s just me vs.world